Upclose to my weekend. I'm finally back in my hometown - Malacca; after 1 month. Oh, how I miss everything here so so much~

Somethings never change :

• My dad is ever so cute as always - he has a tummy now. Did I mention he's cute? Ahaks!
• My mum is still the skinny lady since she was my age! Need to feed her more.!
• My little brother is stil as loving as ever

AND the number one thing that never did change was my late night chats with my brother. Aha! That is something I was longing for 4 a very very long time. I guess we spent at least 5 hours just talking about his life and mine. Yeah, he's only 15 but he not too young to understand about his life and me. Well, practically, he's the best brother I could ever had. Sometimes, it makes me wanna just hug him for the moments when he bangs my head with realisation about my life. For a person , so young and tender at age, he's remarkable.

I went back to Pakard and meet up with my ex-colleagues. Lee was still looking the same. The moment he entered the shop, I could hear the same voice again. " OH, Vanilla!" Kak Along was still looking petite and sweet- as always. Just one difference, she's having short hair now. Alvin was still working there - salesman. Hmm, that's all the people that were still working there. I got my present donefor Andrew done at Pakard. It was a nice photo framed up with words for his birthday. Aww, I hope he liked it.

Just when I thought that my life was going no where but to the happy side, I received a heartbreaking text message. It was painful at first. But after a while, I realised that I never felt happier in my life.

YEAH. I"m serious. I NEVER FELT HAPPIER.

Seeing you happy would make me happy too; eventhough that was not what I wanted in the first place. Now, I can only sit and hope for the best for both of you. I just hope you wouldn'tforget that I was part of your life once before.

*THINKING HARD*

There's no point holding on the chance; hoping for something that would not come again. Kinda sad thing to ponder about - You couldn't wait till the end of the year. I wanted to say something. But now, I guess it's too late.

~ Going off in a moment. I have a wonderful wedding dinner to attend. My mother's cousin is getting married. ~ Well, I guess, it's not merely what I want that will make me happy, but perhaps what makes him happy makes me happy too.