Aspirations and Dreams Are Meant For Sissys.

There is the time when you feel that you need to study real hard to get good grades. Somehow, on the particular night, you feel that you have books to clear. You spent 2 hours cleaning and arranging your books. Then you feel that your room needs to be cleaned. You spent another 2 hours cleaning it. You decided to watch a movie. “Goal! The Dream Begins”.You felt that it was the most touching movie ever. You cried. You felt sad. You remembered the memories with your ex. You took a moment to wonder and ponder how things ended in the first place. You remembered what a jerk he was. You even remembered how ugly he was now. You jumped out of your chair and scream as loud as you can. Trying to forget that freaking bast*** who gave you such a hard time. You try to remember the happy moments in your life. Your family, your friends and the cute guys you’ve meet so far in college. Memories of friends start coming back, you miss them. You miss your best friends. You miss having fun with them. You started to think about your ex again. Darn! This is not happening. You opened your door to see all the lights on in the dorm. You shut the door and suddenly felt so itchy and need a bath at 12.30am. You took the bath; coming back to your room to realize it was already past 1am. At 1am, you feel lazy. Not in the mood to study anymore. You lie down on your bed. Thinking how lonely you feel without your roommate. You try to sleep. You switch off the lights. You closed your eyes. You woke up 3 hours later. You had a dream about HIM again. Darn! Not again. You try to sleep. You can’t. You tried everything you could. You took panadols to make you sleep. It’s not working!! It’s 6 am in the morning. Oh what the heck, it’s already morning. You put on your jogging shoes. You went downstairs to jog around your college. After 3 hours, you felt tired. You went upstairs again to your room and decided to take a bath. You spent exactly one hour in the toilet. You were at your room again. You suddenly felt you need to watch a movie. You switched on your laptop. You tried finding a decent movie to be watched. Darn! There’s nothing on ;nothing that captures your interest anyways. Okay, so there’s nothing else you can do but study. You open your Physics book. You started reading and reading and reading… After 4 hours, you felt that your hair needs some oil. You brushed your hair. You tried braiding it. You tried styling it. You wasted 1 hour doing that. You looked back at your book. It’s calling you. You closed the book. You felt lonely. You jumped onto bed and realize how much you miss someone next to you- rommie mate. You switched on your laptop. Blogging and realize this is where I ended up.