Life In INTI-UC.. Moving Forward..---> XD!!

Weeee hehe.. Summative lab for Chemistry. Quite fun for today. Not to mention, Ms Sukhveer asked us to " Be extra careful with the apparatus". Because most of the SAM students break one apparatus before they leave? OHhhhh OKAY. 5C1 girls and boys were just minding their own business doing their experiment. She was scary today. Even pouring a solution of thiosulfate scares me, "Did i pour correctly?, Did I hold it correctly? Did I measure it according to eye level?" It was definately scary!! Hahaa.. But oh well.. THat's what lecturers do rite? Or else, we will be naughty little devils. XD!

After cleaning up, all the apparatus(glass) were placed in 3 big pails. Shih Shung accidentally kicked one of the pails and PIANNGGGGGG>>>>>> What you did you have in mind? The glassware broke? If it actually did, it will definately COST a lot. Hahaa.. And not to mention, a bad record for poor little Shih Shung. Lucky for him, Ms Sukhveer wasn't there when it happened. And all we could do was gasp and laugh at the same time. It was preety hillarious actually. Hehe.. Anyways, the apparatus didn't break. XD!

Lucky him.

INTI-UC had this health awareness week and we were asked to go for the campaign. Get your weight, your height, Blood pressure level and BMI value.. Okay. So I'm a B+ . I thought I was an O blood type. My WHOLE family is O. Oh well... Hehe.. I weigh 44 kg and I'm about 155cm. Yes, I know what you're thinking. I'm short. Hehe.. But my BMI value is NORMAL. :) that's good to hear. Somehow I'm not pleased with my blood pressure. I'm only 59/110. That's low. That's real low. What causes low blood pressure anyways? Stress? Low food consumption? Well, I practically eat 3 times a day. Not to mention. I don't skip meals anymore like I used to in secondary school. So, why is my blood pressure lower than usual?

Answer : No Idea.

Should I go back this weekend? I miss my brother, my parents. Little Leroy must have been like an Indian after Jamboree Camp. I haven't seen my neighbour, Mich for a very long time! I'm sure he's pretty busy preparing for his SPM. I'm glad mine is over! Ahaksss...

Things to get done by this weekend:

• Meet up with some old pals
• Get the t-shirt done?
• Get some new conditioners for hair
• New clothes? Nahhh...
• New SHOES. Yes!
• Get my 50 papers of survey done?

Yes, I forgot to mention. I have fringe now. FRINGE. Okay. When was the last time I had fringe?

STANDARD 6?

Deadlines - Maths test, Biology test, Physics test, Chemistry Quiz(TOMORROW), English test.

How do I meet these deadlineS?

NO more Smallvilles movies. No more sleeping overtime. :)

Family for life?

Its been a long long long………….. weekend again. So there I was in my fifth funeral in my entire not-so-long life. This time where I keep reminding myself to remember every passing seconds of it. Not that I’m very awake to remember every single mood of it. So there goes another family. I am still not sure whether to mourn or to rejoice for her, for all I knew she’s live through slashing comments and senseless insults. The bright side to it may be that she was deaf and might not have heard most of the harsh words spoken. Maybe there’s a little bit if regret in me that I should have done more for her, oh well...at least I tried to let her see the little beauty there is left in this life.
Back to the funeral, surprisingly many who never did spare a minute for her when she was alive and kicking turn up for the funeral. Maybe the thought of skipping the funeral might bring bad luck to the rest of their no-less-meaningful life scares them. Oh well…and then there’s the pathetic “oh I actually wanted to call her 2 days ago but I just forgot…” How sweet of them to actually remember her. There goes the endless ritual again to ensure the departed one is truly at peace. The suffocating smell of the burning incense, the hypnotizing sound of the Taoist priest, the melancholic voice of the er-hu, the numbness of the leg from the long prayers….It was just all too memorable to forget (for now perhaps).
There is certainly nothing a dead person can do better than to reunite those distant families torn apart again and again by infinite insignificant stuffs. And hopefully, just hopefully that everyone will just realise the greatness of the family bond that is so strong that almost nothing can come between us, before it’s too late for redemption again.

Aspirations and Dreams Are Meant For Sissys.

There is the time when you feel that you need to study real hard to get good grades. Somehow, on the particular night, you feel that you have books to clear. You spent 2 hours cleaning and arranging your books. Then you feel that your room needs to be cleaned. You spent another 2 hours cleaning it. You decided to watch a movie. “Goal! The Dream Begins”.You felt that it was the most touching movie ever. You cried. You felt sad. You remembered the memories with your ex. You took a moment to wonder and ponder how things ended in the first place. You remembered what a jerk he was. You even remembered how ugly he was now. You jumped out of your chair and scream as loud as you can. Trying to forget that freaking bast*** who gave you such a hard time. You try to remember the happy moments in your life. Your family, your friends and the cute guys you’ve meet so far in college. Memories of friends start coming back, you miss them. You miss your best friends. You miss having fun with them. You started to think about your ex again. Darn! This is not happening. You opened your door to see all the lights on in the dorm. You shut the door and suddenly felt so itchy and need a bath at 12.30am. You took the bath; coming back to your room to realize it was already past 1am. At 1am, you feel lazy. Not in the mood to study anymore. You lie down on your bed. Thinking how lonely you feel without your roommate. You try to sleep. You switch off the lights. You closed your eyes. You woke up 3 hours later. You had a dream about HIM again. Darn! Not again. You try to sleep. You can’t. You tried everything you could. You took panadols to make you sleep. It’s not working!! It’s 6 am in the morning. Oh what the heck, it’s already morning. You put on your jogging shoes. You went downstairs to jog around your college. After 3 hours, you felt tired. You went upstairs again to your room and decided to take a bath. You spent exactly one hour in the toilet. You were at your room again. You suddenly felt you need to watch a movie. You switched on your laptop. You tried finding a decent movie to be watched. Darn! There’s nothing on ;nothing that captures your interest anyways. Okay, so there’s nothing else you can do but study. You open your Physics book. You started reading and reading and reading… After 4 hours, you felt that your hair needs some oil. You brushed your hair. You tried braiding it. You tried styling it. You wasted 1 hour doing that. You looked back at your book. It’s calling you. You closed the book. You felt lonely. You jumped onto bed and realize how much you miss someone next to you- rommie mate. You switched on your laptop. Blogging and realize this is where I ended up.

Pictures

Pictures is worth a thousand words. Isn't it great that you carry your camera along with you everywhere you go? Snap Snap! Hehe.. I've just turned 17 this year and I was thinking back of all the memories when I was young. Okay. So I can't remember what I looked like or did in the first 7 years of my life. Not completely forgotten but.... there are some memories still in mind. HEHE.

This is how I looked like when I was 5 years old. That's my little brother beside me, by the way. Isn't he CUTE?? Haha..


Alright. That was 12 years ago. Let's take a look at a more recent picture. 6 years old. I think it's taken at my old house in Desa Baru.

Next. 12 years old. Looks kinda cheesy rite? Picture taken with my cousins at my aunt's house in Yishun's Street, Singapore.

More recent picture. 14 years old. Hehe. Picture taken at one of my friend's house - Benedict.

This is how I looked like a year after. Form 3? 3M Class party at MP's MacD.

Okay. Now, how about Form 4? Picture taken at MITC with Rachie Ong.

My senior year - Form 5. Still the same ol face. Ouch. Never change? The only difference I've noticed is that my face went rounder and then went to an oval shape and it went back to roundish and came back to a not so round and not so oval shape. Haha!

Some of the very meaningful pictures.

Friends hanging out at the monkey bars. We are actually hanging. Not posing XD!
Freaking out just for fun.

From left: YinWen, JiaYee, ME, VinNie, E-Shynn, Christine, Tze Min.

Now, in 2007, after 17 years of living on Earth, my most recent photo.

Whoops. Wrong one. That's Justin Hartley. The ultimate, most hottest and cute guy on my list. He's so dreamyyy... :D

Okay, Back to this. Haha.

Hmmm, spending most of my time in INTI, I've met many friends - with diffferent personalities.

This is Theeba. Cute, LOUD, like to joke around, nicest friend you can find.

My closest friends in INTI. Love them so so much! Muaks! XD!!

My friends and I.! Spot me. The gal in purple( with cake on her face). This picture was taken outside our dining hall when my friends threw me a suprise birthday party. Ain't they sweetttt...??? Hehee... Some of them are not in the picture. Chicken out after the caking 'game'! Ahaks.. Spot any leng zhai's here? Hehee...

Well... That's it so far. For now. Carry your camera around. Snap pictures with your friends. You might not know who will leave one day. Nyaihahhaa.. XD!!!

Yet Another GRAND Intro

Wowww....looks like this place is seriously a place to let it all out now, just a couple of days old and it is already full of postings. Oh well...girls will always talk alot (or is it type?)
So Van....since that you have nicely introduced us, I figure you should deserve an introduction as well. Don't you think so???
Let's see, so my first impression of her were "Oohhh....so cute and innocent.." oh well, this later proves that looks can be deceiving. After months of knowing her, i found out that she can scream and shout too(although its not that often but you are really improving.) so there goes, the cutey pie can be as sweet as honey coated candy and as hard as the taufu sold in the dining hall.
You know what I thought? It really is no mere coincidence that brought us back together again. So you decided to ask me where am I out of the blue during the education fair (which was where i am at that time) so i told you i'm currently doing S.A.M. in INTI. Oh well, who knows you will end up going to INTI during the edu fair to find me and then met out dear Mr. Yap and then enrolled into INTI to do SAM as well without knowing what in the world SAM stands for. (and by the way to those of you who have the slightest idea also, SAM stands for South Australian Matriculation). So here we are again, REUNITED!!!
and where has our dearest Christine Yap disappeared to??? I don't care how busy you are Christine, but chatting online are rather meaningless sometimes. So here's something for you to let the world knows about your pain and sufferings (and of course your joy and happiness also la..) and we also want to know how does it feels like living in a country full of Kiasuism also.

CHIAK!

Cheeky Little Girls!
Photo taken at Le Meridien, K.Kinabalu, Sabah

INTI SAMers

Tada! Our 2007 INTI SAMers T-shirt. Cute and affordable!! Hehe.. Designed by me, Su Dar, Wen Lin, Tze Min, Prisnyi and many more... Weeeehehee....!! :)!

The red version - Front View

The red version - Back View

The Black Version - Back View

Just Tell Me What Should I Do?

Here I am playing with those memories again

And just when I thought time had set me free

Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew

Though each and every part of me has tried

Only you can fill that space inside

So there's no sense pretending

My heart it's not mending

Just when I thought I was over you

Just when I thought I could stand on my own

Oh baby those memories come crashing through

And I just can't go on without you

On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone

I've done everything I can to ease the pain

But only you can stop the rain

I just can't live without you

I miss everything about you

It's just no good without you

Without you, without you, without you

Just give me one day to call you Baby again

Introduction To Our Blog.

Okay. So, I guess it's time to introduce my contributors to my bloggie. My PALS! Okay.. Hehehe.. SO, there's my cute, adorable and CUNNING roomate from INTI- apparantly from Malacca too. Loh Tze Min.. Nyia nyiah.. Tada!.

From left: Tze Min, Vanessa.
Picture taken, Night Before SAM Orientation 20o7 at MPH, INTI
Let me refresh how we first met. I have the slighest idea that she was coming to INTI too. Just met her here in INTI and balaboom! We're room mates. Ahaks. Okay so, I think it was 3 years ago when I was in Form 3(2004). Ouch. I sound old already. Hehee... We meet at Puspanita, Peringgit Malacca around 2-3 pm. Hahaa.. After much introduction from Madam Vijaya, I finally meet the Tze Min, Madam Vijaya was talking about. Weeehehhee.. Okay so, when it comes to Madam Vijaya, it always has to do with girl guides. -.-" Did I mention I miss her a lot? Hhaa. Okay. Back to main picture. We were among the 6 'calon' Queen Guides of Malacca and we first worked today with the Nyonya Dance. Lame right? Nyonya dance. Oh well, I'm a Nyonya myself and I couldn't have learnt about this dance if it wasn't for Girl Guides.

Hmmm, so for over 2 years, our friendship GREW and we talked mostly about guides. I lost touch with her after we both got our Queen Guides award in Sabah. And I guess it was fate that brought us back together to sutdy here in INTI. XD Not to mention, spending every second, minute and hour of the day with her!! Hehee.. It's fun though.


NEXT.

From Left: Christine Yap, Me
Picture taken, 3 Days at Wisma Pandu Puteri at Ayer Keroh
Tol 2006


Christine Yap Siew Cyn. Wehehee.. My friend from Gajah Berang School, Malacca. Well, she may look serious most of the time but she's always the joke cracker - probably most of the time, her jokes are lame. But she's a sweet little girl. Let me recall, I first met her when I was in Form 4. Heard so much about her from Madam Vijaya. She was one of the 'Calon' Queen Guides too. From 6 'calon', there was only 4 left who actually got the award. Me, Tze Min, Christine and E-Shynn. I was kinda afraid of her at first because I thought she didn't liked me. I ignore talking to her. I was serious scared. But it was all over when we got quite close later when we team together for our queen guides task. She's currently in Singapore studying Resort Management. Haven't seen her for a long time. But I miss her dearly.

That's all about my two dear friends. And that's all for the introduction of those two. As for me, do I actually need an intro? Hahaha.. Nahh..

P/s : I'm the youngest among the rest! Hahaa.. XD

THE BEGINNING... of ?

hello Van...guess we just can't get away from each other huh? We are literally together every living second of our college lives..and now even in blogs..
So there, as pathetic as it may sound, THIS IS SERIOUSLY MY FIRST BLOG!!!
Yeah me! Good improvement Tze Min, let's see how long you can keep this blog running.

and why in the world would I wanna put this Yin-Yang thing here? no...i'm not that feng shui-ish, just that they always call us the yin and yang so i'm officially the YANG now!!! (get it? Van = Yin..)

The Change

Okay. Some people say we write blogs to express our feelings- to tell the world about what we actually are- what we actually are doing. I don't really agree with it. I don't blog for the sake of letting a certain someone to know about my life- that has changed. I finally realised that I blog to let my feelings out - all the feelings that has been traped inside of me all these while. I've finally let go an important part of my life - I know I'm going to regret it one day. But for the mean time, it goes okay.It is just going to be that way.

It kinda cool if you think about it. Having a partner in crime - writting the same exact blog as you. Cool. Apparently. This way, we'll be able to keep in touch? Precisely what I thought. Okay, this is actually my little, tiny first blog. Toodles. Happy blogging Tze Min.