THEN HOW???

How abt Tze Min?? If she's not free too, then what's the point of me going to KL wor... Tho it's ok that you guys won't be able to bring me ard KL (which I dun really looking forward to after all), but then you'll be busy with your school almost the whole day..

hey you guys. hmm hmm, the guy story wasn't that complicated as i thought. haha.. yeah well, good thing you waited a little while more before you told him. some guys can't be trusted 1, he also dunno sek mok one, that girl got bf d ma.. hmm hmm dun care him already laa.. must be strong. there's nothing about guys that can tear us down, remember that =) it's woman's day anywayss!! wuu huuu.. lol lol.

oh christine. you wan come can also.. weekdays also can. but i dunno how wan bring you around eh. cuz i'm having my mid term tests starting from this week till the 24th of april, week after week. it's reli important fr my assesment.. my coming one is on the 13th march and 19th march. =) and erm i finish class at around 6 everyday. i sked you boring at my place wo.. haha

It's hard to forget him...

There's one this guy...I knew him from my club. He's my senior, graduating this year. Basically, I liked him since the first time I saw him. It's funny, but yup...I fall in love with him the first time I saw him and that was during my club briefing. They had this something like a talk to tell more about the club and what kind of expectations they would expect from the new members. So yup, he was invited to the front to give a talk cos he holds some high position in the club. Thought he was a malay, based on his skin colour. Guess what...when I saw him, all my mind said was, "wow, this guy is so good-looking". I didn't really listen to what he was talking about, I was focusing more on his face. Haha... But I also told myself that 'No! Remember...you can't go with Malay guy!'. But it only last for a while when I finally found out that he's a Chinese, which caused my feeling to him started all over again! However, it's not his look that makes me fall into him. Because if I like someone bcos of his look, my feeling to that guy will not last for a long time. It was his personality that caused me to fall for him until almost a year by now. He's a nice and really an-easy-going person. I feel so easy to mix around with him. He crack jokes most of the time. I love being around with people who crack jokes around. It makes me easy to talk with them. So yup, from time to time my feeling for him growing stronger and stronger. You will never believe me but I decided to tell him my feeling during our club Annual Dinner & Dance this Saturday. But something stops me from doing what I'm about to do. My sis, added him in MSN. She didn't meant anything. She just thought of making friend with him and see what is so special about him until her 'this-little-sister' can fall into him M-A-D-L-Y. Recently my sis chatted with him in the MSN. He told my sis that he likes this one gurl and he even confessed to her recently. Worst, I know who is this gurl. She's in the club too. To be frank, I did notice that this guy been hanging around quite a lot with the gurl lately. But I tried to convince myself that they are just friends since I heard that the gurl already has a boyfriend. But...to really find out the truth that the guy actually confessed to the gurl really hurts me a lot. How stupid I am for trying to lied to myself that he and that gurl are not having any special feeling to each other when it was pretty obvious there is something going on between them!! I talked to the guy in the MSN few days ago. I even told him that I have something to tell him. He wanted me to tell him at that time itself. But I guess I still don't have the nerve to confess to him yet during that time. But after knowing that he just confessed to another gurl, I don't think I will ever tell him my feeling towards him. I don't see any point telling him that I like him when I knew that he likes another gurl.. To be frank, I don't feel like going to my club Annual Dinner & Dance anymore bcos I don't feel like I have the guts to face him after knowing all the truth. I worried that he can sense the coldness in me towards him. Even the gurl, I don't know how to face her. I know it's not her fault that the guy fall for her. But I feel like it's not my fault too that I can't treat her nicely after knowing everything that is going on between the guy and her. My sis told me that they gurl still haven't give any answer yet but I couldn't care less about it. I don't want to know anything about him anymore. I hurts me more and more. I'm trying very hard now not to think about the guy anymore. But I guess it will take me some times to really get ride of him from my mind. Its hard...but I will try. I think he's the first guy that I really falls into. It's okay....I guess I just need time to really forget him and look for another guy. After all people alway say: There are a lot more fishes in the sea...

ANYWAY VAN, I'm planning to stay at your place if confirm I go to KL. I don't know anybody else except You & Tze Min in KL.. Is that okay with you??! Anyway, so far I plan to go back on 16th till 27th of March. So I'll be going to KL somewhere in between those dates. Just asking...is it has to be weekend? Can I go weekdays???!

oh and.. I don't agree that all guys are great. Some are evil pure evil meany ppl who are born to break our hearts. hahahahah. =p

hey my darlings~~ haha.. sorry for my absence. Ms Yap, you haven't been answering my questions. I ASK YOU, "how are you wei!" hahaha. Oh yea,happy thinking day ppl. I know I'm few days late. Haha.. Singapore's Thinking day seems to be more exciting than Msia one. LOL. Aww, missing those days with Mdm Vijaya. How she would tell us last minute and expect some results.. Ahahaha. So fun to be push to work harder =p=p

Oh goodie, where ya staying if you're coming up kl? Hahaa.. Yesshhh, I think i'll be free. If no free also will make free. Hahaa.. RITE xiao min?? =p=p Oh christine, i did an impossible. Hahhaa. I met up with Darren the other day. BELIEVE IT OR NOT? *I'm walking on air!* Ahahaa.. He came up KL and i met with him lol lol. Oh well~~ just let us know when you coming up and i'll bring you around with jinny. ahahha =p

with much love and hugs and kissess,, muuakk muuaaak, Vannie~~~ =)

I'm so going to KL!!!

YES YES!! Most probably I'll be going to KL this March!!
Make sure U & Van have time to bring me around k!!
I think this time round should be confirm jadi wan cos I'll be going back for quite a long period..
Anyway, I did messaged Puan Vijaya the other day to wish her Happy Thinking Day and she asked me to join Malacca Thinking Day on 28th February. But obviously I can't make it cos I'll be having my club Annual Dinner & Dance. Can't cancel it cos I already pay for it and it caused a hole in my pocket!! Hahahaha

Finally...It's alive!!!

Shucks, Christine!! I totally forgot bout Thinking Day!! not that i haven't been thinking alot every single day =..= but still Happy Thinking Day!!!

I still remember your joke bout 'why not have Thinking Day on September 22nd my birthday, instead of the 22nd of February??' Hahah...seriously that's the only way i remember your birthday so well.

Them Singaporeans sure have style, awesome pics by the way. Dunno how we Malaysian Guides are gonna celebrate it, but I don't think i'll be joining this celebration. It just feels different without you people around. Oh, and my whole sash of badges have been collecting dusts in case you're wondering.

And why's the emo-ness over another guy again? Blame it on bad luck or wrong-diagnosis this time, you're just gonna keep finding for the right one who appreciates you sista! Seriously, I don't think you really mean it when you said all guys meant nothing right???

Oh well, at least you still have me...and Vanny and rachie..we'll be very worthy of your lurve!!

Can't wait to see you in March. Hope you can come up to KL though, cause i don't think i'll be going back to melaka so often now...sadness...But we can go explore around KL, can have another sleepover at Vanny's if you want. Yes?